August 16, 2011

Today was a special day. Today we celebrated the life of Ruby Jane. What a special girl Ruby was. I have learned so much from her sweet spirit and from the example of her mother, Ani. Today at Ruby's services her mother asked us to make sure Ruby's legacy lives on. Tonight I went about my usual bedtime routine with Lucas and found myself getting tired. I looked down at my Ruby Jane bracelet and smiled. I picked Lucas up gave him a hug and got him ready for bed. We picked out 5 different stories and read them multiple times. We sang primary songs and giggled until it was time for bed.

I now look down at my bracelet and thank Ruby for teaching me how to be a better mother. I continually pray for the Taylor family that they may feel comfort at this time in their lives.

Today the closing hymn was "I am a Child of God". The last verse was so very sweet their wasn't a dry eye in the chapel as we sang,

I am Child of God

My days on earth were few

But Heavenly Father placed me there

To spend that time with you

He'll lead you, guide you, walk beside you

Help you so you'll see

I'm in God's arms and loving you

Till you are home with me.

I am so grateful for the knowledge I have that families can be together forever. After the services Ashley and I had the opportunity to help with the reception. We felt so honored to be able to share in Ruby's special day. We were in charge of the centerpieces and flowers. We stressed about these center pieces for the past few days as we wanted them to be perfect.

They turned out just as we had envisioned. The family asked that we do potted plants so they could plant them afterwards to always remember Ruby. After the reception, we had cleaned up I looked outside as Ani and Kate were talking and giggling. Tears rolled down my face and I watched this sweet mother and daughter. I didn't want to leave. The spirit surrounding the Taylor family is so strong and you can feel the love of our Savior roundabout them.

I will always remember August 16. I will always remember sweet Ruby Jane and the impact she has had on thousands of people and on me.

If you are unfamiliar with Ruby, please read her story here.